| | Joanie Ming: doesn't think the weather got the memo that it's not supposed to ever be below 70° in Florida.
According to the weather, it is 24°F right now in Gainesville. Crazy weather has made me wore layers upon layers indoors and outdoors. It doesn't help with the fact of me being sick.
But what does it have to do with me being awake at 5 in the morning.. nothing. I'm just awake. Awake, toasty, and hungry. Oh, and at peace with my Panasonic Headphones streaming Capsule's Sugarless Girl. I have been listening to the same song for the past 3+ hours. I like it. It's been awhile since I have tapped into Asian Entertainment but when I do, it always satisfies.
So, it's 5 am, for the third time, I thought I'd write a post since I have not in a long time. I'm always reading blogs now but never updating my own. I think my time of blogging has come to an end to an extent. I used to use this blog because I had no one in person to share my thoughts, feelings, and emotions. So in the past, I turned to the wonderful world of the internet with its utilities of blogging sites to express whatever I had in stored. For awhile, I have thought to move to different blogging site. Maybe I still will later on but for now, I'll just stick to Xanga. I don't think I can delete this account. I had thought of delete it but has never come near it. I deleted my previous account. I do not know why because now I regret it. My previous one was during Middle School and this one written mostly during High School.
I guess it's a phase.
I realize I go through a lot of phases whether it's my interests, hobbies, ideas, and even being me. I can say I've changed a lot over the years. Well, maybe the right word is mature. (Is it ma-chure or ma-tour?) Yes, I have mature though I don't feel any different in a few aspects of life. I'm still alone, doing my own thing without seeking the help from others. That hasn't changed. I don't think it will change either.
The other day, awhile ago, a friend told me that I don't come to her as much as I should. I don't give her the chance to help me or be there for me. She then had an input of it's not the fact I have boyfriend either. I guess she's half right and half wrong. I don't go to anyone for help, maybe the petty things but nothing that will have an affect in my life. Half wrong, because I do go to the boyfriend most of the time when I need help on something. He's the first person I think of. Is it wrong of me to do so? I don't believe so. I like to be someone that others can rely on but it's hard for me to rely on another person. It's not that I don't have the trust or faith in them, I just do things differently than most. If I can accomplish a task in a short period of time, I expect the person I'd turn to perform the same task in the same time. It's harsh but it's me. I guess that is why I don't like group work unless I know my group or partners can do better than me or the same level.
Just some thoughts to put out. Other than that, most things are the same. I'm still living. My mom is still suffering from her problems. School is going to stay as is, school. Oh, Chinese New Year is coming up. That's something I'm looking forward to actually. I wonder will I get any red pocket money this year. I'm still unmarried. Hehe!
As for my relationship, it's going as well as ever! I think this is the first relationship where I felt the feelings for each other was mutual since the beginning. Even before the beginning actually. It was confirmed we both really like each other at the same amount before deciding to really try this long distance relationship. It's been 8 months and 9 days! We've gotten into few fights here and there but nothing too serious. And, we're crazy.. for each other. I don't know where it would lead to but hopefully great and wondrous things! I hope our plan for next year will pull through.
As usual:
Randomness of today: Burger King has its own body spray for $3.99! |
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